[Verse 1]

I've been

Having these strange dreams

I'm feeling like I'm falling i wish I could make it go away

I'm eating these strange chips with extra dip

Maybe life ain't so bad after getting lip

My mind's alert every time I stay silent

The energy is vile in this place always feel like getting high

I open up about the shit I used to do and I still do

Only thing I'll never talk about is what I'm really going through

My life is like the movies only when I'm feeling special

They don't try to talk about who I am standing next to

Rain whеn it storms

And fire when it pours

I guess I'll starvе myself

Cuz I never wanted war

Telling me I'm right but I'm being self centered, and

Always on the run never found a place to settle in

What's this feeling better than? Heaven and

Never having someone on your shoulder you can kiss goodnight

[Chorus]

I'm suffocating sinking in quicksand slowly

I've been thinking how I've been lonely

I can't make you

Can't make you

Go

Cuz ironic is all that I've ever been

I'm suffocating sinking in quicksand slowly

I've been thinking how I've been lonely

I can't make you

Can't make you

Go

Cuz ironic is all that I've ever been

[Verse 2]

Tired of sober time

Too much shit is on my mind

And

Always wake up tired

Feel like problems only mine

No one makes an effort till I don't go out

Tried to get up then I ended up south

Soon to be on my own wishlist

And it's all a blur until Christmas

And I look back and I realised that the year I had I guess I missed it

And the shit I made and the shit I hate I gotta say this the realest summer I ever had

Where I gotta go until I make it out

Summer feels like winter and I'm standing under rainclouds

Fall and spring

I lose it like the wind

And the moment it all goes again I'm losing it I'm spinning

Running in circles is the only way I live

Shit

Swimming ain't comfort

And flying's an assumption

And

I guess the only thing I'll ever need is an accomplishment

Let me in my room and then maybe I'll accomplish it

[Chorus]

I'm suffocating sinking in quicksand slowly

I've been thinking how I've been lonely

I can't make you

Can't make you

Go

Cuz ironic is all that I've ever been

I'm suffocating sinking in quicksand slowly

I've been thinking how I've been lonely

I can't make you

Can't make you

Go

Cuz ironic is all that I've ever been