VERSE I:

I’ve been living like a blood with a venom

Seeing a lot but got nothing to tell them

Me and myself aren’t enough, I’ll be silent

Either it’s now or then, I’m all alone

I remember the last time I was happy

Eating too much ‘cause my dad always fed me

Traveling around, passing by many countries

Sweetsugar kid taking picture with mommy

Another day we were slept in the RV

On other side, it’s a warm, we don’t need blanket

But like the stars all beauty might falling

Getting it back? It’s all the chance that I’m taking

CHORUS I:

But now it’s gone

It’s a past, it all gonе

I’m all by myself

I’m alone

That I might die

But I’m trying

VERSE II:

Oncе trying to be happy kid, it all gone to wrong side

Even when I know it’s wrong but there ain’t to go hide

Lord won’t save me. Fuck, I prayed, yeah I tried

But he said to me he’ll give a chance that I might

Take for granted, but he lied

It was never coming, I’ve waited all night

Now I’m all lost, I can’t control myself right

My kness getting weak, I’m honest, I can’t fight

Lately saw my soul trying to get out of my body

Barely can stop it, I can’t think if they got it

They said give it to them, but no, it won’t stop me

After all, things I wanted was just a family

CHORUS:

But now it’s gone

It’s a past, it all gone

I’m all by myself

I’m alone

That I might die

But I’m trying

Even if it’s now it’s gone

It’s a past, it all gone

I’m all by myself

I’m alone

That I might die

But I’m trying