Released on March 16, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Everything I do, I do is ungodly by design

But I do it all just to feel alive

Every smooth stone's rough on the other side

So I face 'em down, pretend everything's alright


[Chorus]

I do it with everyone

I meet, I love, I get to know

In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone

When I turn toxic on myself

Break the rules I never even set in the first place

The first place


[Verse 2]

Too drunk again, my love I'm sorry

I wanna feel so young and when I'm gone I really do

You said "let me take care of you"

I'm six years old and also twenty-three

A full-grown woman, and a baby


[Chorus]

I do it with everyone

I meet, I love, I get to know

In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone

When I turn toxic on myself

Break the rules I never even set in the first place

The first place


[Post-Chorus]

That destruction, it's all on me

Oh my darling, it's ungodly

Ungodly


[Bridge]

Hell on earth is gonna end in good days

I love me so cut out all the shame shame

Hell on earth is gonna end in good days

Somebody strong will come out of the good haze


[Chorus]

All I meet, I love, I get to know

In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone

When I turn toxic on myself

Break the rules I never even set in the first place

The first place


[Post-Chorus]

That destruction, it's all on me

Oh my darling, it's ungodly

Ungodly