[Verse 1: billy woods]
There is no me
The mask stifling but it's eye holes so I can see how to set you at ease
You at the job interview, you moving raw in the streets
Either way I be the nigga you need me to be
Fit like a glove
Polyurethane inner sleeve
I won't lie though, everything a bit muffled, hard to taste
Every breath smuggled, shoulders ache from the weight
Still in all, it's a small price to be safe (be safe, be safe)
To be safe
Childhood photos kept as keepsakes
I won't lie, I barely recognize the face
Be careful lest it break
Beware it slip while you in the wrong place
Mine rubber cement and gorilla glue, yours held together with duct tape
Water filter brackish
Esophagus brim with acid, nothing said
Approval tacit
Lead rub off when you grasp it
Inside, sour sweat, cheap plastic
Used to be a relief to come home, take it off, roll a cone
But putting it back on a problem all it's own, so now no
I think it's grown
Burrowed, grafted to bone, who knows?
Face like Play Doh, even alone
Laugh like Styrofoam when I realize I don't cross the street no more
They staring at they phones
[Verse 2: E L U C I D]
(Can't be
You can't be
You can't be
You can't be
You can't)
My wandering may come with a price
My nerves bad, forever ominous
So goth I was born Black, ever vigilant
Antenna extremity, lights out
Feeling through the most ordinary of times
Scanning eyes, from yea high
To absorb abuse considered normalized
Coated in this core design, fortified
Stay out of stores without the red [?]
Raising black children in the pedagogy of surrender for their betterment
Fuck that old world rhetoric
World gon' burn, bring the accelerant
A measured risk at every turn
When you say it it's cool, when I speak it you need evidence?
Deader things, never just so, it's never just so
Felt all federal levels to every ghetto
And I can't say that, even when I feel that
Even if I can't find the words to articulate fact that doesn't make it less true, when I take refuge
Ever evolved for sophisticated stressors
At the tip, sip the nectar
Tell me how you know so much about systems that don't affect you
Trauma talk
Rae and law[?], barrel of [?]
Karma lie
Some get over, some get by
Can't be mediocre, can't overachieve
Don't just stand there, why are you even breathing?
Who told you to fear they're not being facetious?
Peep it
You can't be
You can't be