INSECURE

By Blight

Released on February 7, 2020

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[Verse 1: B-Light]

I'll be damned if they try to go and

Wanna regulate what my success is

In my mind see a Star Wars

And the Death Star will grant your death wish (Wish)

Smeagle on the easel gunna tell the people

All to take what is precious?

I don’t trust your currency

And currently I’m leaving, homie, this is Brexit


[Verse 2 - B-Light]

I see the spiders giving venom (Venom, venom, venom)

I’m not accepting any symbiotes

You could say it's in my denim (Denim, denim, denim)

Danny Phantom when I'm going ghost

Cuz' my dad left a decade ago

Told my momma "Momma, imma make it, tho" (Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da)

Blind to the vision that I hold

So, I took it and I made spectacle (Spectacle)

Livin' with my Insecurities

But they securin' me

Just like a fail-safe (Fail-safe)

I may weather just for the cure and see

Defense is great but still I don't feel safe

I know real fakes, that's fate!

Gave my circumference an incision (Daah)


[Pre-Chorus: B-Light]

So I build gates

For when I'm Bill Gates

So they can’t say that I’m different (Yeah)

Uh, uh


[Verse 3: B-Light]

Hustle just to make livin' (Make a livin')

Always take, never given

Uh, uh

Young Nas, it was written (It was written)

I'm King Arthur on a mission

They would go blind if they had the vision

I was given

My position

High precision

Gotta get it

What I make up

I ain't talkin cosmetics

Going off the top

They just got beheaded


[Chorus - T.O.]

Insecure (Insecure)

Expectations hit the floor (Hit the floor)

I don't wanna do this anymore (Anymore)

Don't know what I do (Don't know what I do)

Don't know what I (Don't know what I do)

But I got nothin to prove to you

Insecure (Insecure)

I beg and I pray to The Lord (The Lord)

They stop talk when I walk through the door

I don't need to (I don't need to)

I don't need (I-I don't need to)

But I'm gunna prove to you

To you


[Verse 4: James Lucid]

Cliches (To you)

Only comes to mind when I freeze frame

These days

It feels like nothing different can achieve fame

We say (Say)

That hard works the biggest part of it

A&Rs talk a lot about the marketing

But rarely talk about the art it is

It hurt my heart a bit

Said my flow was hard

But my fuckin' outfit was targeted

It’s a walking talking carnival of carnivores

Reading art of war

Bunch of common whores

More like commodores

Than a connoisseur

Still a con, for sure

I'm feeling kinda sore

11 years I been working on my craft

Banging on the fuckin' door

I done quit a million times

Spit a million lines

Giving up, it seems impossible

If I spit it up from my abdominal

If I goosebumpin' every follicle

If I try to give a fuck, it's comical

If I don't, then I'm still conjugal

I been screaming till I'm inaudible

I apologize, let me calm the flow


[Chorus - T.O.]

Insecure (Insecure)

Expectations hit the floor (Hit the floor)

I don't wanna do this anymore (Anymore)

Don't know what I do (Don't know what I do)

Don't know what I (Don't know what I do)

But I got nothin' to prove to you

Insecure (Insecure)

I beg and I pray to The Lord (The Lord)

They stop talk when I walk through the door

I don't need to (I don't need to)

I don't need (I-I don't need to)

But I’m gunna prove to you

To you


[Verse 5: B-Light, James Lucid]

I'm

Just beyond us

When I plan it

Know that I can move a planet

With an arm thrust

And spawn dust

Transformation I'm an optimist

But

They just decepticon us

It was all up from my palms brush

Watch me Harness power never been a coward

(Y'all got no sauce like you all crust)

(From day one its only us and ours)

Till im pushin flowers I'll be rhyming something

But I'm nothing without all the time and budget

Runnin blind till the day of final judgement


[Verse 6 - Both]

And I’m nothing

Without all the

People talkin'

I ain’t never budgin'

Imma leave 'em bludgeoned

When I get away

From the people buggin

Make a clean break, imma need the crutches

Holdin grudges like I hold the pen that scribbled every single once of the (Pain felt)

It was sudden when I realized me and B's prize was the (Champs belt)

And I can't tell if insecurities were the currency to find this passion

It was rash when I broke down but I left those fragment in the past tense


[Verse 7 - B-Light]

Every bar I spit can make your brain melt

I need great help!

I need great help!

I ain't never had to go and meet the Devil, feel the flames just to go explain hell

Don't exclaim help, cuz' you losin' it

Came across the crux like a crucifix

Don't care who it is 'cuz we movin' in

Don't care what you say, but I'm provin' it


[Chorus - T.O.]

Insecure (Insecure)

Expectations hit the floor (Hit the floor)

I don't wanna do this anymore (Anymore)

Don't know what I do (Don't know what I do)

Don't know what I (Don't know what I do)

But I got nothin to prove to you

Insecure (Insecure)

I beg and I pray to The Lord (The Lord)

They stop talk when I walk through the door

I don't need to (I don't need to)

I don't need (I-I don't need to)

But I'm gunna prove to you

To you