Never easy to be alone with four walls and a choke hold

It's my decision to be here and to put myself to sleep

I can't pull the wool over Your eyes and make You see things differently

There are no secrets to be kept

And the hammer comes down on another nail

As Your skin breaks open

And the hammer comes down on another nail

As Your skin breaks open

And I wonder why I left when I had the security

I took for granted all the blood You spilled and the way it broke Your heart

Nobody could lift the weight You did and take away all my ugliness

There are no secrets to be kept

And the hammer comes down on another nail

As Your skin breaks open

And the hammer comes down on another nail

As Your skin breaks open

I don't deserve to live and carry on like this

I don't deserve Your grace

Why do I beat myself up like this?

I can't wake up

I can't wake up