SELF HARM - Intellectual

[Intro: BLCKK]

I been fuckin' my whole life up

But clearly not doin’ enough

Ain't no joke when I ask you to kill me, kill me

Yeah, I ain't built for this

I’m tryna die young, come kill me, shit, yeah

I ain't dead yet, what's the problem?

Everybody say they want some now they all gone

No, I never cared 'bout the scene, bitch, I do this for me

Half of my best shit still fucking private

This shit make you work and don't care if you like it

You gon' die faster the more that you fight it

That ain't your song 'cause we know you ain’t write it

It’s probably best if you sit this one out

You just upset cause your friends playin' my shit

I don’t trust anything out of your mouth

You 'bout to talk yourself into the ground

I hope you watch what you talkin' about

You only here cause we fuckin' allowed it

You need to quit, it’s no workin' around it

All day, it's okay

You just flex money and pain

She was always keen on my old ways (Yuh)

Every chance paid, I won't die in this place

Carry myself, no, I don't feel the same

Can't stand your face, no, I don't feel safe

Grown talk, that's a life you just praise

Grown talk, that's a life you just-

My flesh gettin' caved, leave me some space

I'm the blame what she say, this gonna end on the way

Voices creepin' all these fuckers leanin'

They the cause of all they budget demons

Run and run, these pussies run from dealin'

Run and run, these pussies run from feelin', yeah

I been fuckin' my whole life up

But clearly not doin' enough

Ain't no joke when I ask you to kill me, kill me