Released on November 30, 2021

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[Intro: blackwinterwells]

Fall in love

Don't know which way's up

Then start feeling really dumb

Think I never was enough (For you)


[Chorus: blackwinterwells & 8485]

Falling up

Falling up

Falling up

Falling up

Falling—

[Verse: blackwinterwells & 8485]

Falling up to where it started, let the credits unroll

Back to when everything seemed just so simple

Wanna forget what you put me through

And all the reasons why I hate you

And all these thoughts and these feelings, I get so overwhelmed

Can we go back a couple years, before I battered this hell?

I understand why you're hurting, but you don't treat me wеll

I miss the days I didn't hate myself

I can't go, I can't seem to see you likе I did before

Just a few feet deeper in the undertow

Floating out to sea, or sinking down below

You took the best of me

You always do

And I can't forget looking into the glass and the face staring back looked like you

So I might regret every step for the rest of my life, but what else can I do?

'Cause we could pretend it was not a dead end, but it wouldn't have meant we'd get through

And I have to grieve while I'm halfway through leaving, but sometimes, you just have to choose (Falling up)


[Bridge: blackwinterwells]

I forget I am falling (Falling up)

Falling up, I can't feel a damn thing (Falling up)

I'm falling up, I wish you could help me out (Falling up)

I wish you did help me (Falling up)

Falling up, I'm back where I started (Falling up)

I can't seem to shed this and fall down (Falling up)

Fall down, fall down, fall down (Falling up)

[Chorus: blackwinterwells & 8485]

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)


[Interlude: blackwinterwells & 8485]

Don't know which way's up

Then start feeling really dumb

Think I never was enough (For you)

Fall in love


[Outro: blackwinterwells]

Then can't pick myself back up

No, you haven't had enough

Go drink someone else's blood

I'm done

And all my good deeds don't add up

I'll hurt myself to cheer you up

And maybe next time, I'll fall up

Fly somewhere far above

Far from all the demons whose directive was to take my good away and beat me up

Need an angel from above

Please protect my heart

Cradle me from brimstone, wicked spells, and everything unjust

And then I can try to love

Bye, bye