[Intro]

Boosie the first nigga that made me cry

When I lost my brother I wanted to die

Jeezy the first nigga that made me trap

Guwop the first nigga that made me slide

Gotti the first nigga that made me vibe

I was like, "Damn this shit sliding."

That big forehead ass nigga bumping

I was like, "Damn this shit riding."

I remember walking to Pinehill pool

I was like, "Bro, I'm tired."

Im sick of this shit

I gotta put my hand on some fire

Im sick of this life

I was drinking lean so I can die

Just know when I go, I'm going out fly

Thank you Jesus

[Verse]

I wish I ain't have to look in the eyes of my mother

I wish I could've died for my brother

I'll lay it down for my brother

If i would've been there with him, then I would've fired for my brother

They said Ill go to jail if i Lie

But I still lie on my brother

Thank God everybody in the hood threw a cross at me before I got rich

Thank God for all the real niggas he don' blessed me with and they didn't switch

Thank God for making me dump that bitch cause she weren't shit

Thank God for getting me out the car with them fuck niggas cause I didn't fit (We different)

Look at me mama I made it

Look at me grandma I made it

Yeen gotta struggle no more

You took care of me since I was a baby

When I was a teenager

I know I drove you crazy

Them niggas been hating me

It did not phase me

Fuck boy you gotta sign in

Then you know you gotta sign out

Ion know where the fuck boy live

But I can't wait to find out

Let me find out you hiding out

What you stand for? What you dying bout?

Let me find out when you got sentenced by the judge, you where whining bout it

Let me find out the police told you to find out

Let me find out when you found out that you told them everything you found't out

I be really wanting to put some money in my hood but them niggas disloyal

I be really wanting to go and fuck with my daddy but he weren't here for me

I be really wanting to put some trust in my lil bitch but she ain't loyal

I be really wanting to listen to my moma when she say the bitch ain't for you

I be really wanting to take my side bitch shopping but I can't spoil her

I can't treat you like my main bitch and I can't love you(Whore)

Ion give a fuck about the past

I don' gave the streets all I had

I don' gave niggas my last

Did you rob em in a ski mask?

Was there innocent bystanders out there?

Did you tell em move 'fore you blast?

I know the Devil trying to curse me

But tell that nigga I'll past

They know I'm a motherfucking dog

I know they wanna put me to sleep

I wanna see my mama at peace

And move my grandma out Mcmillen street

Real shit

This all I ask you for Lord

Thank God