Something - Intellectual

[Hook]

Could have been something bigger than myself

But I got selfish. I got selfish

Didn't know I could offer up my help

And now we're helpless. Now we're helpless

Now I pray I can find a way to melt

And spill my essence. Until I'm breathless

Captured by my vices

So enamored with the glamour of a fabricated vibrance

I'm past the point of lapsing know my actions made it like this

Now I'm adamant to black out, rather shadow it than fight it

Don't ask me how my life is. I'm coping with a demon

Nothing I can do but keep on flowing with the sequence

Steady running crawling hiding praying hoping to release it

Because every bit of light I had was broken into pieces

Holdin on to reason. Though I'm losing my bounds

The only human that I'm being is one stupid and proud

I got my view in the clouds but still my shoes on the ground there's no more moving around so what excuse I got now?

And if there ain't an excuse, you can bet that I'mma make one

Tampering the path I'm on, so blind to what my fate does

Crumbling from pressure of my choices piling weight up

Not too jaded with my maker guess I'll face them when that day comes

Prisoner inside my own creation

Trying to escape it through the microphone and pages

Fighting with the thought that I could die alone and vacant

My mind can only take so much now I have grown impatient

Fly in hopes of breaking out this cage that I'm confined in

No fault except my own for this situation I'm fighting

I know if there's a lock then there's a key and Imma find it

Gotta keep on crawling walking running reaching jumping climbing

Keeping vices at a distance, I know just what it takes

Advice that I live daily, you ain't broken cuz you break

It's all about resilience keep on flowing through the waves

Never waiver on this path keep on holding on to faith

There ain't nowhere to escape, that's a blind assumption

There's hope to start a new way if there's room for climbing jumping

Reaching running walking crawling I won't fucking die for nothing

I know I can't be everything, but I'm truly fine with something