(Wish I could run a simulation)

I wanna say it

But I don't know how you'll take it

No stranger to this feeling

Always overthinkin' 'bout

All the ways this could wrong

Where has all my ego gone

Never feel like I belong

I would like some preparation

Before all my conversations

Wish I could run a simulation

Got one cruel imagination

Got that shy kid reputation

Wish I could run a simulation

Tryin' not to make a fool of myself

Hoping desperately no one can tell

Gotta practice in my head

If I wanna say it well

Trynna prove I'm worth your while

But it's safer silent with a smile

I'll be good at listening

If I'm good at nothing else

Oh

I wanna do it

But I don't know if I'll screw it up (screw it up)

No stranger to this feeling

Always overthinkin' 'bout

How my every move's perceived

Wonderin' if they like me (they don't like me)

Talking's never come with ease

I would like some preparation

Before all my conversations

Wish I could run a simulation

Got one cruel imagination

Got that shy kid reputation

Wish I could run a simulation

(Wish I could run a simulation)

I would like some preparation

Before all my conversations

Wish I could run a simulation

Got one cruel imagination

Got that shy kid reputation

Wish I could run a simulation

(Wish I could run a simulation)