[Refrain: Sammy]

I can see

I can see now!

The visions

Divisions

The visions


[Pre-Verse 1: Sammy]

So here they go

Too fast with this bullshit as the clarity will show me

The severity it holds, repeating it like a parrot

Every gimmick in this album like a mothafucking carrot

It's too long, it's orange and it makes me sick

This fake emotion and trauma dumping can suck my dick

Still does the job, though, so... Okay!

[Verse 1: Sammy, Michael, Sammy & Michael]

The transition from depression to acceptance

The last few seconds of misery and dependence

That is until, a message made me freeze still

Got me looking at it differеnt like a fish without his gills

It goes

I really triеd to understand you

I really tried to stand you but we're hanging on a, strand

I feel like at first, maybe none of this was planned

But when I saw your complaint, I understood you had a hand in it

You took it all for granted the support that I was giving

I was trying to defend you and you act up unforgiving

I don't care what you want, and I don't care what you last saw

Sammy I hope you know that you just pulled out the last straw

Well don't respond like a bitch, I won't let you

I'm fucking blocking you forever, don't say a word kid

There you go!

That's Michael's message

Now I gotta figure how to deal with the wreckage

And already right now, I feel unchained

As if all of this time I was being mentally drained

I don't know why this change feels refreshing

I mean I do, kinda, in Garlic, I was addressing

Conscious of their weight on me, but oh gosh

It somewhat got me thinking was I acting too harsh? (harsh?)


[Verse 2: Sammy]

The ghosts say fuck the salad

Leave it alone, like you were never writing ballads

And indulge in the truth, dive into vacation days

Of Uncle Jack and Daisy swirling in the wretched mayonnaise

The more time passes, it gets tougher and stormy

Thorns on their head, but they ain't suffering for me

Growing distant from the ghosts like a pyrokynn from Adderall

Telling me that I don't gotta load the chamber after all

They do speak truth, but I must contest

That I feel like Nancy Roberts with 1974 regrets

The way he thinks of me as such, how could I dare forgive

Shivering water of the ending fucking up my narrative

This carrot isn't orange, it's yellow with blue rings

Around his eyes and his feelings but he's still ready for what it brings

Beside the carrot is a salad and they contrast very well

Cause one associates with vision and the other with my shell

I can see


[Refrain: Sammy]

I can see

I can see now

I can see now

I can see

The visions

Divisions (the visions!)

The visions


[Verse 3: Sammy]

But the more I look into the salad, I see the ghosts are right

Sensation of guilt, and a tiny bit of might

Then I see that it's a shame I couldn't feel this before

In a cage of self projecting as a vegetable whore

This carrot got me looking different

To septenary essence, from a dill vociferant, it's

Carrying anxiety relating of trauma

Necklaces of memories beside me from the drama

Yet I shouldn't rely on those

I've been held back for five years already

Instead of trying to define a

Coping method I should listen to the Ghosts of Carolina

I can see with carrot vision

Maybe it will do me better

Cause between the ugly truth and my friends

I'd rather be out in the cold with a sweater

So at long last I surrender, I consider their offer

All that Sammy really needs is that refreshing glass of water

The water I've been taken out of long ago? Long ago?

And I don't need the validation now

So I throw away this salad and don't dare to ask how

Between my friends and Uncle Jack I find myself upset

Five years later through grief, although sudden, I think that I accept!