she doesn’t need me

By birdbath

On ladyhawke

Released on October 24, 2019

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[Verse 1]

She doesn't need me, I thought while I soaped up my body

The thought always hurts me, that I'm still afraid of her body

I was riding my way to the bottom, when we met in that shitty parking lot and

She said it's alright, that I wasn't feeling alright


[Verse 2]

My friends had all gone and then no one was there and oh god you're not with me right now, she said that I'm drunk and I probably was cause she laughed at the way I fell down, but

You don't need me, you don't know me

You don't need me, you don't know me


[Verse 3]

The way her head layed on my shoulder, I knew that I could never hold her

Desire was ripped from my mind, disgusted by sex all the time

She said she was busy, I said I had plans but none of that mattered and none of it can, she said I was dreaming but it felt so damn real, you can't imagine how she made me feel


[Verse 4]

If she could see me, I'd cut up and throw out my body

She said it's alright, that I'm never feeling alright

A million emotions and still I don't feel, the world is around me but nothing is real

When I struggle to get out of bed, someone get me out of my own head

Summer is here but i can't stand the heat, I've been stuck in my bedroom for the past seven weeks but


[Outro]

She doesn't need me

She doesn't need me

She doesn't need me

She doesn't need me