Along the tracks before me

Stay away with your worthless lights

I'm off alone

May I not take your advice

Innocent

Greedy

That's all I wanted to be

But how could you know

It wasn't the way for me

How could you know it was not for me

How could you know that

Notice the subtle shudder

Every time I get what I want

Embrace the feeling

Forcing its way out

Paranoid

Craving

That's all what's left of me

You see

Inside it's an empty shell

A shell emptied in a rush

Following the path of many before

Life drained with every next day

I didn't know who was to blame

So I started looking just inside me

And now I am but blind

A blind beast without a guide

A leftover from a feast of gods

A non-believer in the age of proof

A life lost within a crowd of death

Becoming nothing without the substance

Fearing hating

Their words reverberating

Hurting playing

With my life to the hopeless ending

Laying lying

And saying I will survive

No will inside

Craving blinded my eyes

Now when I'm too blind to know you

Just please forgive me

Forgive for what I am

Forgive for what I did

Forgive for being me