Blind and numb I shred my heart

Believe then leave behind

Curious thing to live a life

So vain so void and bare

Cold and deadly grip of shame

Now's the time to sort me out

Lights of dawn will fade away

As soon as I feel the cold wind

Bring me the peace I need

Push me towards the edge and down

Curse me as I force my view upon you

Only to be free when I break again

Feel me as spill my soul before you

Can you see it burn while I decay

Fear me as I feed my deepest pains

With liеs delusions and idleness

Blamе me as I lay without a way

And dream of becoming one with the concrete ground

Designed to fall apart

I still pray for your help

And now

The only thing

That could erase the fog and ice

Will never be given to me

No matter how much I long for it

Such a shame

I’ve never begged for empty words

Does it make me pitiful

I hope the breeze will guide me down

To meet my peace

End my pain

Know that I would give everything

Just to lie down in peace again

Without the rain

Without my weight

Go right to sleep

But I will never wake again

I brace myself for death

I'll do what feels right

Blame me now

I tried to do my best

I tried to live a whole life

With parts of me in hell

Blame me now