[Verse 1]

I love the chaos at the start

And all the colliding voices telling me, "Stop"

I crave the places I forget

And sharing secrets while I'm out of my head

[Pre-Chorus]

Why is it when I'm deep in a hole

That I dug myself

Why is it when I'm losing control

Everything makes sense?

[Chorus]

And all of my feelings are running away

From any logical reason

And I find myself back at the bar with my demons

Sharing tequilas

And I realise that I'm still in love

And I realise I can't get enough

Of turning my life upside down ([?])

Turning my life inside out ([?])

Messing my life up

[Verse 2]

I dread the calm after the storm

When the party's over and I'm craving for more

I hate the fact that I do this to myself

Using up all the chemicals

'Cause nothing else helps

[Pre-Chorus]

Why is it when I'm deep in a hole

That I dug myself

Why is it when I'm losing control

Everything makes sense?

[Chorus]

And all of my feelings are running away

From any logical reason

And I find myself back at the bar with my demons

Sharing tequilas

And I realise that I'm still in love

And I realise I can't get enough

Of turning my life upside down

Turning my life inside out

Of turning my life upside down ([?])

Turning my life inside out ([?])

Messing my life up