Ouu

It's Big Pump

Or AK

Whatever you want to call me

I've been sad

It's been hard

And I think I'm ready to go

(GPS Directions)

Continue north on Codeine LN until you reach Numb St

Turn left on Numb St and continue for 500 yards until you reach Overdose Dr

Make a right turn onto Overdose Dr and your destination will be 50 feet on the left

You have arrived

Yes, it's Big Pump and I'm back again

On the real, I'm feeling sad again

Going through everything happenin'

And no I can't hide, I cannot pretend

Yeah, this fuckin' shit's like a battle that never ends

'Cause when it's done, it just starts back again

The only thing I take solace in's my friends

But they can't help me, so what am I gonna do then?

They push me to the edge, but I'm not Uzi

You ask me if I'm good, but I'm not Gucci

I'm ready to go, whenever death can come to me

Believe me or don't, it's something you can come and see

He said suicide if you let go

But shit, I've been let go so many times before

You don't even know

And I'm not gonna try to hide the pain inside

Trying to escape, you'll see it at my wake

And no matter how hard I try not to feel

It's all so real

I can't comprehend or mention it

I've got this pent up tension, shit

I'm probably depressed

'Cause my whole life's been messed up

I hate my reflection

Ashamed of rejection

And it all builds up

I try to push through, but it's all for what?

I just wanna fall

And end it all

I'm tired of living

Sick of forgiving

I'm done with these fucked up feelings

I know I've been somber, I know I've been sad

But fuck my mother and I hate my dad

The relationships I've tried for and the few that I've been in

They never succeed, so they come to an endin'

But I feel like it's ending me

My feelings are killing me

You think I'm joking, but you all will see

I get so many reminders

That my life is fucking timeless

I feel useless and I hate myself

It's too late for me to change myself

I'm living in this hatred world

Can't even get a fucking girl

I hate my parents, hate my life and everything else

Feel like it's time for me to kill myself