(Hook)

Ask the doctor took so many drugs but it ain’t help me out

Tryna tell me go and live my life I wanna burn it down

All my friends they died

I wanna die but still I show a smile

Walk-in round I’m hurting in my soul but I can’t let it out

(Verse 1)

Tryna tell my dawg that all this rap shit this ain’t workin out

I got so depressed

And pops be tryna kick me out the house

Tryna watch my step

Cause every step it’s starting to fucking count

You know how many times I went and slept on broski fucking couch

Reminiscing missing all them times inside my grandmas house

I just wanna leave and I want god to come and pull me out

They don’t notice nothing I wanna kill myself

I’m tweaking out

Bro keep telling me I gotta chill but I can’t focus now

Know I ain’t the same I knew they death would probably fuck me up

All because of me I take my feelings and I keep them tucked

Knew you niggas bluff

You’d probably change up for a couple bucks

Got me in disgust

You niggas acting you don’t show me love

You ain’t throw a dub when I was broke then you can’t fucking come

You ain’t keep it solid you went and spoke on everything there was

All them niggas crossed me hope they end up dying in they blood

Karma finna creep and catch yo ass bad when you fucking up

(Hook)

Ask the doctor took so many drugs but it ain’t help me out

Tryna tell me go and live my life I wanna burn it down

All my friends they died

I wanna die but still I show a smile

Walk-in round I’m hurting in my soul but I can’t let it out

(Verse 2)

This shit done really changed

I played my part

You playing games

You played my heart in several ways

And half the time I’m full of pain

Ion know why I feel a thing

I did the most to keep me sane

I tried to keep my niggas equal at the same time they complain

You always say I’m turning evil cause I’m hurting everyday

I’m waking up and every morning it be feeling like it’s rain

Ion think nobody love me

Bunch of niggas playing buddy

Bunch of niggas come around and steal my sound then keep it running

Keep it calm I got these percocets dissolving in my stomach

Push the wheel

Off several pills I might crash out and think it’s funny

Keep it real until I peel I’ll never change and that’s for nothing

Tryna tell ya how I feel but I’ll be dead before you coming

(Hook)

Ask the doctor took so many drugs but it ain’t help me out

Tryna tell me go and live my life I wanna burn it down

All my friends they died

I wanna die but still I show a smile

Walk-in round I’m hurting in my soul but I can’t let it out