Suicide Line Decline - Intellectual

All of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement

Always wondered why

I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the

Time it ticks at least thats what we think

Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section

Not because some lazy kid put me here

When his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low

But the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock

Snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top

He took a short cut on the corner of the isle

The game flew out into an unknown pile

[and now Im here]

[hey, hi, welcome]

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?]

Why am i surrounded

[do you hear me though? see me though?]

[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]

Why am i surrounded

[do you hear me though? see me though?]

[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]

I quit my job

Was supposed to be building but more destroying

Layers of myself from morning . . yawning ..

Till Im exhausted . . i got away

And i know my dad is kinda disappointed

Cause he had a similar dream with music

Didn't pursue it . . he looks at me

Like i am deluded . . slightly foolish

Whilst i am telling my words about the universe ..

He sighs and switches on the tv

And puts his right ankle onto his left knee

Looking around the corners of the room

He thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY

Why would i wanna be anything but me

I would never make anyone ever feel that way

So . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place

Now . . Im

Far away in a ghost town

Was suicidal for many months yea i lost count

Well . . . . didn't but . . why would i try remember?

When the only thing in my history

Is : 'whats the easiest way out?'

Rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED]

And that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up

That was the biggest sign of my life

Had to do it by myself with the intense focus

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE

MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD

MY FRIEND

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE

THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK

BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE

THANK THE UNIVERSE

SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY

THATS RIGHT