017 FREESTYLE

By BERWYN

On DEMOTAPE/VEGA

Released on September 22, 2020

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[Intro]

Yeah


[Verse 1]

Not long before the dust settles

We been about since Jay made Reasonable Doubt

A couple people in my circle that needed some work

Know me enough to know that I'll never see them without

I've been busy doing the shit these niggas claim they're doing

The only difference being, me, I have people to vouch

I left school and I went straight into the family business

Wherе I learned to build a future off of half a ouncе

It breaks my heart to even think about the time wasted

So many people come and gone has got me losing count

This wasn't my choice, I wanted to go to Uni'

It was the government who told man I wasn't allowed

I smoke weed because it helps me sleep

I smoke weed because it helps me to forget about the shit I been stressing about

I know I was destined to be more than just another dealer

And this is God's plan, he's just testing me out


[Verse 2]

I miss the missing pieces

I try to deep it, but it leaves me speechless

Look the mirror in the eyes because I know he is my only weakness

Young boy, Bo Peep, don't sleep, still, he's always dreaming

Free, free, free Chance, free Seki, free Bay

Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who isn't in jail

And I just wanna show these niggas that's there more to life

Than just standing by the shops outside of Romford station

'Cause my boys still out in country, he been there for time

Man, I wish that I could tell you he was on vacation

But the fact is you see when you're living this life

The only holiday you get is going back to jail

Only time will tell, couldn't find no help

I was by myself trying to find myself

Losing so much time, man, that time was my hell

Trying to free my mind, like my mind was jail

C'est la vie, my guys, c'est la vie, that's life

When I close my eyes, I see stadium lights

My whole life they tried to tell me "Big boys don't cry"

How 'bout we give 'em oceans and tides?

Fuck!