Wanderlust

By BenjeeHoward

Released on January 24, 2025

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[intro]

Why do I feel I've been losing my mind?

Can't get a grip, quick, turning timelines

Shadow of who I was, it lingers in the room

Point a finger, but there's no fucking use

Hard to tell when the monster is you

Point it out

It looks just like you


[Chorus]

Watch me fall, I'm freaking out

You've got the gun, I'm bleeding now

Blank stare up from the ground

Is this what you dreamt about?

No love lost

No love found

Wish we could've worked it out

I'll call a truce let's make amends

In this world I'm heaven sent


[verse 1]

Turn a page like an open book

The one that you kept on the shelf

You nеver learned to annotatе

Or ration your thoughts for yourself

Now I wear your coat like armor

A pessimist by lack and nurture

Hear your words play in my brain

Like you're singing them through my car speakers


[pre-Chorus]

Point it out it looks just like you

Point it out it looks just like


[Chorus]

Watch me fall, I'm freaking out

You've got the gun, I'm bleeding now

Blank stare up from the ground

Is this what you dreamt about?

No love lost

No love found

Wish we could've worked it out

I'll call a truce let's make amends

In this world I'm heaven sent


[bridge]

In this world I'm heaven sent

This looks like a dream i had

I fell asleep while I was waking

I took a hard hit at 21 (In this world I'm heaven sent)

My mind is made up, but I'm second guessing

Is my glass still half full? (This looks like a dream I had)

I fell asleep while I was waking

I took a hard hit at 21 (In this world I'm heaven sent)

My mind is made up, but I'm second guessing

Is my glass still half full? (This looks like a dream I had)

I fell asleep while I was waking (I need to schedule some time)

I took a hard hit at 21 (to relax, not that you asked)

(In this world I'm heaven sent)

My mind is made up, but I'm second guessing

(I need to schedule some time)

Is my glass still half full? (to relax, not that you asked)

(This looks like a dream I had)


[outro]

21, it came and went

Turned my life up on it's head

I'll do better, I'll do better

This looks like a dream I had

No love lost

No love found

This time will be different now

I've called a truce

Let's raise a glass

In this world I'm heaven sent

Watch me fall, I'm freaking out (I need)

You've got the gun, I'm bleeding now (to schedule some time to)

Blank stare up from the ground (relax)

Is this what you dreamt about? (Not that you asked)

No love lost (I)

No love found (need)

Wish we could've worked it out (to schedule some time)

I'll call a truce let's make amends (to relax)

In this world I'm heaven sent (not that you asked)

I feel asleep while I was waking

I took a hard hit at 21