[Intro]

Yeah, Check 2,1,2

Let my voice come through(2x)

[Ghoulish]

[Verse 1: Benjamin Will]

Its like I'm stuck in monotony

This dark cloud seems to follow me

I'm trying to keep my hopes up cause

Optimism seems to be the key to

Open doors and reveal and let out what I feel

And let go of the appeal of giving up on music

Still I write on like a midnight commuter

Put songs on computers and give my rapping side a tune up

Two fingers up to the masses who respect what I practice

And knows the negativity attracts us to positive pursuits

Well suited to something not nothing cause know nothings never

Grow so I gotta move forward with every act

While others visions stay out dated like a beta max

The first tape in fact I was lax on kenobii world

Because my discipline was non existent

It was just fun intended so emo flows are how I absolve it

So hear the fruits of my pain I'm a bit melancholic

[Verse 2:Benjamin Will]

Right now I just want a residence to sleep and think

And keep Adidas in and pen a song or two that will get some recognition

I thought I felt and repeated negative tendencies

Like texting girls at awkward times and making friends out of enemies

And I was like damn was I that overly naive fuck it all

A teen isn't suppose to think this much try drugs and get this drunk

And still feel like shit when all is said and done

It doesn't go away It just boomerangs and hits me in the back of the brain

Back to suppressing emotional insecurities behind false smiles

And maturity while facing that I don have a clue what

My life comes down to

Everyone has demons but how many have

They befriended cause in the end its

The only thing I see when

I'm sleeping reminding me of my failures pushing me

To do better a green eyed monster showing me

That I am special I say to sadness just for get it

And failures just out live them and when it comes to relationships

I can't even imagine these dudes brag about women

Then feel like shit when they ditch them

Like that wasn't possible from the beginning

Ironically I thought I had a girl I could go to

But I'm good a screwing up some of the best things

I ever knew now I'm sticking to this rap like

And open wound soon they'll hear or

Maybe they don't deserve to listen

Either way it doesnt stop how im thinking cause in

My mind finding peace is like hide and seeking so I

Countdown turn around run out and shout and

Know for sure it will hear me out

[Hook-Lauryn Hill]

Ready or not, here I come, you can't hide

Gonna find you and take it slowly

You can't run away

From these styles I got, oh baby, hey baby

Cause I got a lot, oh yeah

And anywhere you go

My whole crew's gonna know

You can't hide from the block, oh no