Kill all my fathers, they abandoned me

I’m in the band, but i play tamborine

And I see you turn like you don’t see

They got parks for dogs here, but no parks for me

Drop top cruising down the boulevard

Don’t stop, you don’t wanna know

Doors locked, the world's in front of me

But I can’t go in

Now you see me, now you don’t

I got lost in a house of mirrors

Excuse me sir, but have you seen my ruby slippers?

Kill all my mothers, never wanted me

I forget how to dream, don’t remember sleep

I’m too broke to breathe in the land of the free

They got a coat of arms, but no coat for me

I was a boy when they found him

Hanging, a coat in the closеt

Covered with sweat, еyes fixed on the bed

Bottom lip dripping, a faucet

God I loved him deeper than honey

On my starving tongue in the cold

My acid trip, stuck in a corner

The prayer I let slip when alone

And I see him again and again

In the wrinkles that catch in my squint

In the lavatory steel, hands white on the wheel

Turning cigarettes into the sink

Miss his voice up the stairs

Telling her she was a cunt

The hole that was left, in the pit of her chest

From the trauma, the sharp then the blunt

So what hope was there darling I beg you?

What hope was there rounding the bend?

On a road that was paved, dug in silence, a grave

With never the space for a friend

The love songs they write for the movies

The pictures they take for the stands

They weren’t meant to find me

So I never could see

Myself in the shoes of a man

Bottoms up on the cuts on my lips

Cracked pale, polluted by sun

I am the one, who should’ve never become

Somebody, anyone’s son

Anyone