Released on July 27, 2014

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[So what did the doctor say?

Uhhhhm...he told me that I ain't have a lot of time left

What do you mean you ain't got time left?

Like..I'm dying..like basically..you know they ran some tests and they can't do anything about it

They gave me these pills and I don't know what to do.]


[Hook]

Take two a day

The pain'll go away

But you still gon' die

Without them pills, without them pills

Yeah, you still gon' die


[x2]


[Verse 1]

Oooo bad news

How it feel to be a fly on the wall in a sick ward?

Now I'm sittin' in they shoes

How it feel to decline the church invite?

Now I just really wanna sit in the pews

Red pills givin' me the blues

Preacher man tryna tell jokes, but I really need hope

Cause I ain't know what to do

Man it's a secret I don't wanna tell nobody

Cause who knows if they gon' keep it

Doctor says spend time with family, but I ain't seen nobody

Cause we beefin'

Treating me like I'm a guinea pig

All these test tubes, blood works, IVs

I be straight pissed off

I could shoot up the lobby


[Hook x2]


[Verse 2]

Little red pills got fluid in it

And it look a little sketch to me

But I really got a lot of options

The disease is gettin' the best of me

And I don't really know what to call it

But I call it FML

They say I ain't got a lot time left

And I'm gonna die and I'm sitting like "oh, well"

They saying if I believe then the Lord could probably take away all my diseases

How come every time I talk to church folk, they always wanna bring it back to Jesus?

Like if I say "Bless You," that ain't really gon' take away your sneezes

Better off puttin' this pill up in the dirt to see if grows like a tree does

[If that worked, that'd be kinda hot cause...like if it grows like a tree and it bears fruit

I could give it to other people]


[Verse 3]

A lot of people say seein' is believin'

But we gotta believe in order to see the things that we need and

I hope for things to change I am pleading

It's not lookin' too good it's how it seem

As I continue reading

My own understanding is the position that I'm leanin'

But that's all I know so I go with the flow

And I wake up, forget what my dreams is