[Intro: Dream Junkies]

Man there's not enough joy in this world

What happened to the joy in this world

[Verse 1: Beleaf]

I am a Junkie

Glad I'm employed

Cause if feels good paying rent

When the rent is due

Though sometimes that work

I do get annoyed

Somebody told me count it all joy

My wife told me we having another baby

And turns out we having another a boy

So you know I gotta count it all joy

My cousin enlisted in the Marines

But he didn't come back cause he got killed

When deployed tell me how I'm supposed to

Count it all joy

And I've been having nightmares

Seems like somebody trying

To steal, kill, and destroy

I don't know how to count it all joy

My smile is counterfeit

I try but can't forget

The abuse that they won't admit

If I do, do I get it at a boy

They say we got a father in the sky

I believe 'em, but do I look like Elroy

[Bridge: Beleaf]

It's hard to smile with all this pain in me

I don't want to stay the same

I want to see change in me

Man I see 'em smiling

But they ain't envy

[Hook: Beleaf]

I just wanna be

Happy happy joy joy

I just wanna be

I just want to enjoy joy

Happy happy joy joy

I just wanna (2x)

I just wanna enjoy joy

[Verse 2: John Gives]

I ain't been smiling lately

I lost my mind, I'm wasting time

I got no power baby

I need love's shower daily

Buzz is crazy

Me and my cousin J been

Killing these songs with kindness

I need some calm and quite

I don't really like the attention

But I don't really fight the attention

I wonder "will my life be mentioned"

In the book of life, good riddance

How did my stripe get listless

Just got a kite from prison

The homie say he proud of the way I shed light for a minute

I'm feeling the pressure

I really don't care for your call to correct my call

A direction I'm called to reflect God grace in a case of cause and effect

Tell me how I'm supposed to count it all joy

With the stress ya'll make me feel

I'm a human that keeps it real

I'm a Christian that's losing zeal

Tell how i'm supposed to count it all joy

Let me hit my knees and pray

Our Father who art in heaven help me find my way

[Bridge: Beleaf]

It's hard to smile with all this pain in me

Gotta let Jesus be the King and let Him reign in me

Man I see 'em smiling

But they ain't envy

[Hook: Beleaf]

[Verse 3: Ruslan]

I been waking up with my head high and my heart low

I been doing this for so long, so where did all them lyrics go

Huh, woulda thought we would of been on

But they ain't really hear it though

What if I've been off the whole time

What if I've been rushing gold mines

Empty tombs, empty rooms of fools gold Injoy, who knows

Maybe God planned a crude joke

Maybe my faith is just really pseudo

Spirituality I really don't wanna hear he tell me count in all joy

To be honest man I'm sick of that

Cause my momma keep on sippin out and

The homies keep on flippin out I can't count it all joy

Violations gettin enforced, homes keep gettin torched, best friends keep gettin divorced

Its hard to count it all joy

With scars as large as Grand Canyon

I'm a fallen man standing, risen ashes from the damage huh

[Outro: Beleaf]

Yeah i'm supposed to fake it till I make it huh

Yeah I'm supposed to be happy, happy

But this life keeps getting worse

But I just keep smiling and pretend that I'm happy, happy