Released on June 27, 2014

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[Hook: Beleaf]

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

My God'll help me get through it


[Bridge: Beleaf]

See what had happened was


[Verse 1: Beleaf]

Yeah, it was me and my guys

Running through the streets

And we trying to collide

With some bad girls, like Mary Jane

See, Mary Jane, she was very strange

She had orange hair and she stink

But I kept her around because she help me think

She help me think, she help me think about

I forgot

She help me sink into a low

Then she started taking all of my dough

And I never been high before

All I knew is that I wanted it some mo'

I'm just happy that I wasn't addicted

I wasn't addicted

I wasn't a-, I was addicted

How did I miss this? How do I fix this?


[Hook: Mr. J. Medeiros]

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

My God will help me get through it


[Bridge: Mr. J. Medeiros]

See what happened was


[Verse 2: Mr. J. Medeiros]

This rapper buzzed

Done mocked me, with his cocky laughter

Trust some Rocky wanna scrap with a Drago punch

Imma sock him til his knees hurt

And his teeth squirt on his T-shirt

What he had for lunch I need work

Let me add this up

Now he bragged a bunch

So I bragged a bunch

Mad at him cause I had what he hadn't once

Spat at him and backstabbed him

But in fact, it was sad when

He was acting like I had way

Back when, mad men being mad at men

No friends, just advertising and posting up

And billin' boards, ain't growing up

Just killin' boys

I throw this one up, through the ceiling and walls

Cause I trust you know what I'm feelin' Lord


[Hook: Jackie Hill Perry]

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

My God'll help me get through it


[Bridge: Jackie Hill Perry]

See what had happened is


[Verse 3: Jackie Hill Perry]

He put me in his mattress

Wanted me to be an actress

Wanted me to mask it

Wanted me to be a bad (Ahh!)

To mask was attractive

To the masses

Not the master who would fashion me

Who's as messed, matter fact could it be

Not me, other people is peepin' the deceased pieces of me, never see

I was addicted to attention

I was afflicted with this image

I was a tent that wanted men just

When ain't get it I was offended

When I ain't get it I wanna end it

So the intervention

Was a blade to the wrist

To the veins of a vain dame I wasn't livin'

Now I'm in this prison

Dang I was straight trippin'

Insane for the brains of a slave's vision


[Hook: JGivens]

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

My God will help me get through it


[Bridge: JGivens]

See what had happened was


[Verse 4: JGivens]

A! We was supposed to B together

Let us C and get the D together

Drop the E together

Skip class and a couple letters

Come back and get high J

It's you and me forever

Depression is the peer pressure

From your own reflection

Are you in the mirror

The mirror will get clearer

Minus these lines of snow

I know it's coke and it all reflects me

I'm supposed to be the salt exchange the Pepsi

Take you to B

Let's see where it gets me

I only did it twice and it's only cause the homie like

First time you ain't do it right

Thirty-third try

Heavily

Meth amphetamine

Blowin' O's

My nose is on fire

The high ain't really last

And I crashed quick, fast

Like the drive thru food

That goes with those fries

Now I'm smokin' on this glass

My clothes is goin' high


[Hook: Marty]

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

I do it cause I'm depressed

I'm depressed cause I do it

My God will help me get through it


[Verse 5: Marty]

Uh, yeah, lie to me

Make it sound good, baby, lie to me

No confidence in the God in me

I beat myself up for all the things

Ask how I'm doing

Well it all depends

Count the days from when I last sinned

It's been a while so I think I'm good

Yeah (I think I'm good)

I don't got a reason to lie to you

Like yeah I'm great

Okay that's the way

I know I'm lying why I'm such a fake

But I lie just to keep everyone away

And all the stupid things that they say

To try to fix me up like they know the way

I keep a smile still on my face

Please go away, no, don't go away dog


[Hook 2: Beleaf]

I do it because I'm depressed

Then I'm depressed cause I don't know

How not to do it

I do it because I'm depressed

Then I'm depressed cause I don't know how not to do it

I do it because I'm depressed

And I'm depressed cause I do it

My God'll help me get through it


[Bridge: Beleaf]

See what had happened was


[Verse 6: Beleaf]

Them internet girls had me in a net

The wide world is a web

Spun to capture us in sex

I know I'm buggin' out with the intellect

But my mind was infested with images

I have invested and became so diminishing

I try to terminate the termites

Til the tug of war turned my thoughts into a terabyte

Tossin' and turnin' in the middle of my night... mares

Bed bugs bite

A word addicted to the feelin they were concealing and it's quite clear

Keepin these secrets will get me anywhere

How do you exterminate the things that you think that you like

I think that I thought I wasn't right

Until I wrote it down and said it through the mic

Confessed to the fam and then prayed to the Christ

[Outro: Beleaf] (x2)

Now, I ain't depressed no mo'

Done with the stress fo' sho'