My breathing can’t be regulated

Everything I used to love

Now I hate it

I can’t say it’s all because of you

But I’d like to

Seeing visions

Seeing stars

But when I search for higher meaning

It always feels so far

I can’t even say that i’m surprised

Should have guessed it the first day I looked into your eyes

Invited yourself

Over to my house

I wanted to love you

But i should have ki - kicked you right out

I will never go back

To who I was before

Living in darkness

Never feeling sure

And only from a distance

Could I set myself free

Now you’re nothing but a ghost just

Living in my memory

Maybe I deserve it

All this wasted time

Thinking that I earned it

But that’s not right

Some days I dig a little deeper

And some I hold it all inside

I am the only keeper of the demons in my mind

I know I’m not the only one

Singing tired songs of love

Getting all hung up

When I should be moving on

Obsessing over each mistake

Indulging in a heartbreak

Where every move I make

Is the wrong one

When everyday

Filled me with doubt

They said time is a healer

I didn’t think i’d see my way out

I will never go back

To who I was before

Living in darkness

Never feeling sure

And only from a distance

Could I set myself free

Now you’re nothing but a ghost just

Living in my memory