At the right time and place

You dive deep inside what i have

"Your pain is the breaking of a shell

That encloses your understanding"

I"m scared of what i see

I'm scared of what i'll be

Am i able to win this battle between my disease and me?

So i'm fighting like i'm not, i'm losing, losing like i am now

Writing, writing not to die, dying blackout

There's no reason other than pure malice

To be spread such disgusting lies

And i need a potion for the doctor within me

There's something inside eating my lymphocyte

Bleeding my microcyte but i fight

There's something inside eating my lymphocyte

Bleeding my microcyte but i fight

And i fight and i fight

Outside of time and space

It's eating me alive all i have

His pain is the breaking of a shell that encloses my understanding

I'm aching to be free

But i'm scared of who i'll be

Am i able to survive this struggle between who i am

And what i need?

So i'm eathing like i'm starving, starving like i am now

So i'm fighting, fighting not to die, dying blackout

Theress no seizure, there's justice, pure endless

Television to spread the silence

And i need a potion for the doctor within me

There's something inside eating my lymphocyte

Bleeding my microcyte but i fight

There's something inside eating my lymphocyte

Bleeding my microcyte but i fight

And i fight and i fight

I take one look at your face

It's enough to know all we have

Is pain is the breaking of a hell that encloses our understanding

Maybe we were meant to be

But i'm scared of misery

Am i able to survive this battle between you and me?

Then i'll be living like i'm loving and loving

Like i am now

Stiving, striving not to die, loving blackout

There's no pleasure without justice pure honest

Revelation to spread the purpose that decides

Who disappears and who survives, who lives and dies