Sick and Disgusting - Intellectual

[Intro]

Remember the time you said "Son, it'll be alright"?

Remember the time you said "Son, it will be just fine"?

Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough

And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said "God, I'm ready to die"?

Remember the time I said "God, just take my life"?

Remember that time that I cried every single night?

And every thought about myself was out of spite

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die

God, I'm too much of a coward to give You my life

And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night

But if You want me, I'm gonna stay here

And fight till You say "Son, your heart is mine"

God, God

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting