Look at the pain in his eyes

You realize that real eyes can realize real lies

That quote was always weird to me for some reason

Maybe it was the fear that those I hold dear will be in some treason

I'm paranoid as hella somebody help me

Doctors diagnose that maybe my brain isn't healthy

That's redundant though cuz we all a little off

Hypochondriac think ill die if I have a little cough

That's an overstatement give me credit though I'm patient

I place my faith in something I can't see but feel

He's my doctor too so I remain patient

When things get rough go to my room and start praying for real

What can I do Lord to make them see?

That I'm weak and a rapper but human as can be

No room for me in fake societies

Abolished from parties cuz I'd rather hold on to sobriety

Thanks for trying me but sayin no is too easy

Can't believe y'all fill the void with parties and think its pleasing

Oh well power to you if you can avoid

Attention seeking and making ruckus and noise

Go about life in the same exact manner

And I promise you'll be blessed with your own manor

Maybe not with serfs but you reap what you sow

To show your kids hard work pays off when you grow

Up, if you ever mature

You'll see reading is knowledge and there's knowledge galore

The capacity of the mind is unlimited

That's like ordering some food just to not finish it

What a waste there's ppl that'll kill to be in your place

There's ppl In the grave that would want to have your face

Another chance at life

To be a perfectionist strive

For all the goals and achievements

That only you would like

So stay

A little closer to my heart

We could stitch it back if we've grown apart

Fusho you're in another realm that I can't see

I believe you're in heaven cause of Christianity!

So why shed tears over your own eternal goals?

Cause you left a burn mark on all our souls

You left us without warning nothing can you say

If you were still here this is what I'd play!

Driving to school the day of your death

Thugs mansion on, and I'm taking deep breaths

Letting out my tears for some strange reason

Later found out that you had stopped breathin

That you had stopped breathin

I guess you couldn't Stay