Part I:

Disregard the attempts made

By others cause they is lame

But lames is your bread and butter

Don't gotta be undercover

Waste your time, and all that

They a joke, you don't need Kel to know all that

Then I'm told fall back

You talk too much

I'm sorry I can point out the obvious

But I must

Its not lust, its trust

Cause these niggas is worthless

Give your time to someone who you know deserves it

[Why won't you give me time

You always stay on my mind]

Pardon my rudeness

Didn't mean to diss your dude miss

Lauryn Hill said they only after that thing

So you gotta watch out

They aggressive like wasps and those tips might sting

I hope you don't block out

Any memories

You can follow me

Or be free with your grace and tenacity

The main thing I want, is for you to be happy

Like it seemed you would be with me

[Why won't you give me time

You always stay on my mind]

Part II:

A proactive way to waste time

Thinking about what it'd be like to have your divine

Feminine

On wax

But it always skips my favorite track

Like a scratched CD

Obviously I mean the one I think was written about we

I see the way you get along

It reminds me of when we used to get along

Before jealous tirades

Ghosted numbers

Fantasies that could never be more than I let them be

In my head

I miss the times where we'd cuddle and take naps

I just wanna lay my head on your lap

Take me back

To a time where joy was normal

Instead of envious plans leaving us toiled

Annoyed at one another

Never wanting to speak to each other

I know it's my fault

It's all my fault

Its my emotional state that's unstable to be able to handle this type of delicate relationship

Which is why I know you can't find me attractive

I smoke too much

I'm numb too, so what

I'm not the type to lie and go around blaming my problems on others

They just happen

My demons and yours teamed up to form an army

I'm too emotionally invested in the things that's around me

Attachment issues with possessive tendencies

You've seen too much

It makes you cringe

I know it's not your job to keep me stable as a crutch to lean on

But a broken bone heals faster when the cast is on

I know it's as if a huge excuse was drawn

But the die's been cast

Everything is in fate's court at last

Should I wait for this moment to pass

Or embarrass myself tryna get you to come back