Grow (feat. Carson Ulmer)

By BBOY ZERO

On INDIGO

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[Verse 1: BBOY ZERO]

I started in the culture spinning on my head

Now I’m an MC, but is that a good idea?

Oversaturation got me tossing in my bed

Then again there aren’t enough men in the arena

Nothing really made me feel full

Until I made my first beat on Logic Pro

And ever since I’ve been focused on trajectory

That’s why I pick and choose the people standing next to me

I haven’t written like this in a while

Let these free thoughts flow on the bank of the Nile

Never thought that I’d improve to become an inspiration

My peers are now pupils, but corneal abrasions

Making life way harder to decipher

All I know is that I belong in a cypher

And this smoke too strong getting higher

Imma preach it to the choir


[Verse 2: Carson Ulmer]

I just wanna grow, real old

I’m tryna get a home, with big windows

So I can just stroll in the sun while I go through it

Tryna get big dough, like deep dish

Do it like so fluent with the money

I can speak to it

Make it talk to the music

Save the money for your future kids

Don’t forget about your mama and your dad

Your sisters and your brothers cause your friends like fam

And don’t forget about your girlfriend

And don’t forget that you’re the man, boy

Tryna get that through your head, boy

I know that this a long time coming down the road

But my progression’s been making me feel close

Yet it’s still so far away from home

Man, I just wanna grow


[Chorus: Carson Ulmer]

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes


[Verse 3: BBOY ZERO]

I remember 6th grade listening to Watsky

Thinking “I could do what he does, fuck it watch me”

Now I realize that my taste was just white dudes

Rapping ‘bout their white skin, and that’s just the sad truth

So I branched out, got some Q tips

Found a tribe called quest and some new shit

And I learned there’s a difference between the Mac millers

And the shitty frat kids coming out of suburbs

I respect every element of hip hop

From the boom-bap era to the drop-top

From the bboys dancing at the summer block

Partys to the kids who are growing up with Lil Yacht

There was a time that I knew nothing about this

I tried to fit in but I just felt powerless

But I know I’m on the come-up

Gimme 5 years and I’m gonna get a blood rush


[Chorus: BBOY ZERO and Carson Ulmer]

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes

I just wanna grow

I don’t wanna wait anymore

Tryna feel safe in my dome

But I think there may be too many holes


[Outro]

How do you manage to do it all?

To work, to be a performer, to be a producer, to be a businessman, how can you manage to handle that?

God’s Business

Well, but somewhere James fits into it too, doesn’t he?

No, God’s Business

God’s Business?

That’s right

And the energy level keeps going?

God’s Business

What do you want to do next, James?

Keep on living

And anything else? any mountains to climb?

Only when God give me