GRADIENT (feat. Carson Ulmer)

By BBOY ZERO

On LOVE ARCADE

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Verse 1 [BBOY ZERO]:

Wearing a mask, my personality

All a facade, who am I proud to be?

Stare at the ceiling I’m always lonely

Shit I’m depressed, I feel like homies

They only around outta pity

Barely made it on the B team

And they thinking that my beats weak

Shit is so draining like leech seed

So if you fuck with the vision

I’m keeping you tight in the ring

But my circle small like the pearls on your neck

So we ain’t got room if you hating my thing

And I got enough on my plate, last thing I need is a woman

But bitch I can’t communicate so you and I end up broken

Chorus:

Everybody’s got a hobby they keep lobbed in their rib cage

And playing gamеs is my escape from the dеmons every day, yeah

I don’t feel okay, and I think you feel the same way

Tell me how to feel the other colors filling up the gradient

Verse 2 [Carson Ulmer]:

I’m a different type of breed

So if you’re gonna cross me with another type of dog

Then you might be surprised that I’m kinda neat

I’m like OCD, I’m probably

The cleanest mother fucker that you’re ever gonna see

AR spitting from the mouth when I hop up on a beat, son

Ulmer shines bright

Dear rapper, I’d like you to know

That I’m locked on my sights in open season

Who am I kidding though, I don’t go outside too often

Closed off from the earth and make a song my sun

Cuz damn music is one of little I revolve from

But I’m working on myself

Muting all the haters, though they don’t talk much

But I am not dumb, I know that they do

Like an assignment, I am grade A, I’ll take you to school

I am an artist, so pay me, bitch

Then I’ll fade you out like a gradient

Chorus:

Everybody’s got a hobby they keep lobbed in their rib cage

And playing games is my escape from the demons every day, yeah

I don’t feel okay, and I think you feel the same way

Tell me how to feel the other colors filling up the gradient

Verse 3 [BBOY ZERO]:

I am stuck in a rut, tell me how to get back up

On these feet I never use, get a grip on what I have become

I haven’t taken my pills in a real long time

But I’m real good at concealing, all my friends think I’m fine, yeah

When I got no one to hold I still got rhythm and the flow

Harmony and discord in my brain, I let it go

If you still don’t have a picture in your mind of what I’m like

Overthink every decision for the rest of your life

I am still down bad, in and out of relations

With a girl from the arcade only in my imagination

Only in my imagination

Only in my imagination

Only in my imagination