Why you want to make it so I had to be grown?

I don't want that news when you call me on the phone, no

Hate I'm about to run a red light, hit a cone, hey

I love you all but I might have to make it on my own

I can feel it in my bone

It's been hot

Hot hot

Hot hot hot hot

Hot hot

Hot hot hot hot

Hot hot

Hot hot hot hot

Hot hot

Sometimes

No matter what you do, can't escape the heat

No matter what you do, can't accept defeat

No matter what you do, can't expect to beat

That hot, man it's been hot

No matter what you do, every story end

No matter what you do, a historian

Will have a time period to store you in

Don't know what to tell you, been hot

Can't you see the beauty in a soul

Losing grip of all control

Falling down a rabbit hole?

It's been hot

Man that PICU takes a toll

I might pick you up, let's roll

Char my lungs as black as coal

Burn that hot

But as I burn it

I've no desire to act like a hermit

Nineteen hour days of internment

Damn it's hot

It's been a long time since I was determined

Water bottle in the hospital's pink mug

Blowing the smoke past a stink bug

In the morning

I'll shower then back to adoring

My brother, unconscious, waiting to be soaring

Away from the door in

The room and the pain that his body holds for him

I'm sorry I'm warring

With words to get it out as fast as I can (can)

This is still recent and it's not a flash in the pan (pan)

This is a cloud over me and a dash in my plans (plans)

Fuck it the cash in my hand

J on my lip

Or I go on a trip

Or I go on a trip

If you know what I mean

Cock in a spleen

And a grip on a hip

They think I'll dump money clip

On a clip

Hratatata, going down with the ship

Life is too precious, I love it too much

I just want to be numb

So I'm taking a rip

Now my dreams tell me zero, nil, and zip

Then he died (died)

Noon-twenty-five

I didn't know what to do

Waited so long, it was finally time (time)

Wanted to clean up and leave but I find (find)

We've got to stay and say thanks to like very doctor (thanks)

When I got home I had hardly laid down

When I woke to the sound

Of a knocker

We've got to start making plans

Now that it's over

It's not even over

So you do that dance

Get up on stage in three days, make a speech off the cuff

Not enough time in advance

Hey

Edit cassettes for a video

Tried to explain it's bad timing though

Footage of back before pain

Drained

Life without him was so long ago, hot

Hot