Jackoff

By Batbra1n

Released on December 31, 2023

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I think i have carpal tunnel

And my hair is growing out

All I'm making is self-portraits

How can you step outside yourself?

And can i really call it creation?

I thought i wanted to break out of stagnation

But now i just cry because I'm growing

I'm growing

Is that all you have to say?

Killing birds with stones is never something i could support

But now that i'm thinking about it, i'd rather burn than drown it out with

Oh, you just gotta dumb yourself down, kid, you know too much

Gotta break yourself out if the paint won't run

Maybe if all my influences suck

I can say it's all derivative and call myself art

That's it!

Live forever or die young

Use your eternity to mourn what it once was (to mourn what it once was)

(live forever or die young)

Guess this is all i havе to say

If it's all cyclical i'll love myself someday

If you look closе enough you'll realize that your brain

Filled in my rambling with what you wanted me to say

And it's all nothing, i will paint myself covered in blood

But the impact i wanted will always fall short

Cause i refuse to keep the skin that i consume

Or learn color theory, it reminds me too much of you

Tell me it was a love song

That's the kind of lie that everybody loves

Stare like you'll miss them when they're gone

And grow up

That's it!

Live forever or die young

Use your eternity to mourn what it once was

That's it, live forever or die young

Use your eternity to mourn what it once was

To mourn what it once was

To mourn what it once was