To be honest

Can't relate to Anyone that i love

Had to admit shit the feeling is rough

Compensate by telling all of me my paycheck's enough

I know im sinking in quicksand of my own mental faults

I know you thought of me as nothing at all

I know my soul gone when i feelin it crawl out of the sheets

Lately ive been struggling feeiling cold head to my feet

Dismissing everybody in terms of what i need

I need myself to stop taking everything seriously

I need that old man wine borderline promethazine

I need that mild and a couple of lighter one is for keeps

A leap of faith is all that i need

A little warning know that i never heed

Never haste even when the sun hits my face

To be honest this what i do day to day thats just the case

Just another ghost in the shell

Just another motherfucker

That be talking to his sink

Like a brother that always pays for his drink

Shouldve cared what u think

A rare breed to all of us that feels i should be extinct

In a circle that sees red when its pink

A different prism i close my eyes

And all i see is just a different prison

Mustve change when it hit em

All i hear is my own thoughts saying that i dont need em

Come to think of it

I haven’t hung with friends man i sure miss them

I really hope they got the time to just sit and listen

Cus my friends are doctor

All they fucking do is write prescription

For your problems

And still let you do brass decisions

Cus they can’t solve em

And i can’t either

Cus life is weird and

It keeps getting weirder

So please understand

If getting help isn’t really what i plan

So i apologize

If im not being myself

Im tryna key myself out from this personal hell

Being here before god starts ringing my bell

Cus when im gone please know i do wish u well

And i apologize

If im beyond any help

And the times i disregarded every part of my health

Every cigarette every whiskey everything else

Cus when im gone please know i do wish you well

[Outro Verse : Bedchamber]

You were out of time

Falling out of line

In the shades of night

Breathing for the light

Set your heart on fire

Burn them, see it glows

Place your hand on time

Don't rush, let it roves