So much deception

What should I really feel?

I am so numb

Nothing but the hate seems real

Sell your version of the truth

"I believe you," I reply

Now look at what you've done

You’ve made me...

Lie

I cross my heart and hope to die

Don't deny

That I said what I said to pacify

Programmed, false front of a passive man

I show no hate, but I hate

Condemned by the same fucking shit-shams

I'll set it straight, damn straight

Don’t ever question

You've never believed in me

Stab me in the front - my friend

Your many faces are all so ugly

I see right through you

Your pride's a cheap facade

Now look at what you've done

You've made me...

Mad

All logic goes to lunacy

More mad

In throes of insanity

Reckless rub the lamp, choose the death wish

Do what I will, end it I will

Mindless oblivious to the consequence

Fuck it all, after all

There's nothing left to hide

See it through my eyes, the fantasy, the lies

Feel your guilt bleed inside

You cannot quite come clean, the stain is finally seen

Unmask, for all to see

You are adultery, your envy is cowardly

Will the truth, set me free

Trust no one, It's all worthless

The only answer is death for there is only flesh

Ignorance on your face

I'm out of control today

Why don’t you leave this place

You’ve served your purpose be on your way

You just don't get it

Whore, you’ll regret it

Now look at what you've done

You've made me... so

Cold

Closer to misogyny

More bold

Are you afraid of brutal honesty

Thankless, couldn't care for the scank less

She made me ill, so fucking ill

Callous, a direct link to the phallus

I ponder still, how I should kill

There’s nothing left to hide

See it through my eyes, the fantasy, the lies

Feel your guilt bleed inside

You cannot quite come clean, the stain is finally seen

Unmask, for all to see

You are adultery, your envy is cowardly

Will the truth, set me free

It's not suicide, gone what was real to me

Been pushed over the edge, deceit has murdered me