Come to me and see me as I am
This insecure this selfish little man
The human form hides blemishes within
The void, the hole, that lies beneath the skin
These vacant eyes will see no other way
I'll just try to make it through the day
I've been...
Staying with Satan, his sin juice, this booze
Creating this creature that drives me to use
Oh Mother, oh Father you love me why bother
It's lonely, it's only a matter of time...
Taste, you want, you know
You'll fall again
You're thirsty, frustrated, bored
Drop the ball again
Don't refuse it, you'll lose it, so choose it
Fuck it all again
Hey look up, if you fuck up, apologize again
Come to me and see this thing is gone
I never meant to hurt anyone
I didn't want things to get out of hand
I just hope that we can make amends
I will never get that way again, trust me
I will never get that way again
I've been...
Manned by this monster the cycle's repeated
It's preying, but I'm praying I'll somehow defeat it
Oh Father in heaven I will not keep living
With this, it's only a matter of time...
Taste, you want, you know
You'll fall again
You're thirsty, frustrated, bored
Drop the ball again
Don't refuse it, you'll lose it, so choose it
Fuck it all again
Hey look up, if you fuck up, apologize again
It whispers, you will use
It's been with me all along
It pesters, you will use
I will fight I can be strong
It orders, you will use
Please help me it's everywhere
It wins, you will use
I must obey I hate it here
I've been...
Staying with Satan, his sin juice, this booze
Creating this creature that drives me to use
Oh Mother, oh Father you love me why bother
It's lonely, it's only a matter of time...
Taste, you want, you know
You'll fall again
You're thirsty, frustrated, bored
Drop the ball again
Don't refuse it, you'll lose it, so choose it
Fuck it all again
Hey look up, if you fuck up, apologize again
I apologize
I swear I'm sorry
I apologize
I am telling lies
I apologize
I make a promise
I apologize
I break a promise
A.pologize A.gain
A.pologize A.gain