[Verse 1]

Past week's a circle and the swirls blend

When I sing it's sounding like a swan's song

My mom's gone, I wanna see my girlfriend

Locked away forever

My achievements handed on a platter silver like Long John

Looking nuts like a squirrel's lens

If you're so sunny why're you gone when every morning comes?

Suppose it must just rain and pour a bunch

Night sky never likes relenting, so I'm snorin'

Ringing clock is never gentle like the manner one would handle holding scoldin' cups

Hit record it's like a hole in one

But I'm never donning GOLF

Same tattered grey jacket 'til I croak, but there’s no frog in my mouth

My jaw's moving, far fewer wrongdoings when compared to things I'm sorry about (I'm sorry)

My doubts approach the other trash in that plastic pale

Thanks to the books I'm cracking open when my tactics stale

Fix my broken brain, could never tell what that entails it's no eraser for my bad actions that's GraphicsGale

[Chorus]

Feeling like a pariah

And I believe with all my heart it's never gonna change, it never changes

And I believe with all my heart I'll always stay the same, I’ll stay the same

But when the moon retreats

I'll get up and try again

And when I see her face

I hope that I’ll find a friend

[Verse 2]

Past month it's been a losing battle doing balancing acts

Hard to see the big picture like cataracts

Feeling like the stakes higher than a pitch that shatters glass

If I just went by my gut I’d keep actin out

Scream, I'd make a racket, now I'm Wilson

Need to be alone for a little bit

Get a grip

We'll all be off adventuring in time no Pendleton

Everything is better with them

I'm with Rey, I'm with Andrew, I'm with Astro

Never goin' back home

In a metaphoric sense

Your whole squadron's assholes

Knock, I slam the door again

Move with camp-goer's intent

Move until I'm bored

Then I leave this place with a big bag more or Laura Les

School papers on my desk in a pile

Heavy as these old burdens that I carry like Mariah

I'm staring my past in the eyes and they're crying

But I'm sleepin like a log and I feel like a pariah

[Chorus]

Feeling like a pariah

And I believe with all my heart it's never gonna change, it never changes

And I believe with all my heart I'll always stay the same, I'll stay the same

But when the moon retreats

I'll get up and try again

And when I see her face

I hope that I'll find a friend