D.A.B.D.A

The stage that precedes me

Constant crushing weight

Acceptance, coming too late

It all floods back, heart attack, as I backtrack

Pulling it back to the better times

Throwing me out, pulling me in

Still don’t need this

Do you ever listen?

Do these words travel the distance?

I find it hard to think you missed this

Your silence is resistance

Eyes stare ahead

Words misrepresent all this time we waste on misery

The sadness made that clear to me

Eyes stare ahead, The face of discontent staring you down

They’d rather watch you fall

It’s been too long in this trench. Eternity

Feels like it’s been too long

Feels like eternity

Planning my escape, carefully

It takes strength to carry on

When I have you holding on

So much resistance

It takes strength to carry on

Can’t take that I was wrong

There’s no acceptance

It takes strength to carry on

So much time wasted on misery

It takes strength to carry on

So much time wasted on certainty

I always wanted change, I’ll always be the same

Choosing to suffer, Remain in the gutter

I’ll always be the same, I never wanna change

Choosing to suffer, I’ll never learn to recover

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Despair

You won’t find acceptance here

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Despair

You won’t find acceptance here

D.A.B.D.A

The stage that precedes me

With the crushing weight

Acceptance, coming too late

D.A.B.D.A

What's left for me to say

There's no acceptance