[Intro]

(B squared beats)

[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]

Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic

How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven

Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson

And I can't deal with all this pain and depression

And my heart can't take no more

I just don't know what to do

I'm praying but I need answers too

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Verse 1: Bagglyfe Tip]

Long nights, no sleep

Taking drugs, no cocaine

Percocets and sip lean

I don't fuck with muddy

Takin all these drugs just to ease the pain

And I'm so tired to right this rain

Things will nevеr be the same

All wе know is guns drugs and killin, go and join the gang

Still screaming Fuck the system cuz they want is all the tame

They don't understand this pain, they never walked up in the rain

[Bridge: Bagglyfe Tip]

Rest in peace

These sting was the get the best of me

Some stayed and some went left on me

Xanax the only time that I sleep, that I sleep

Sometimes I wonder if this shit will change

I cry alone cuz they don't feel this pain

They sendin shots but they don't know how to aim

Load up the Glock and I put one to my brain (I'm tired)

[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]

Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic

How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven

Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson

And I can't deal with all this pain and depression

And my heart can't take no more

I just don't know what to do

I'm praying but I need answers too

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Verse 2: Slatt Zy]

Hooked on these percocets, they have a nigga floatin

And I'm deep inside that water it's like I stepped inside an ocean

Tip say they out there showin fake love like I didn't notice

They said that I'm the golden child like I've been chosen

And to my brother that's yo opp, then that's my opp too

We gon spend all damn month if that's what it take, we trynna kill dude

My brother, pops, and cousin pop them pills, I wanna pill too

It feels great, seen pops stroll on a drill, I wanna drill too

Slide through the 4 of codeine, I'm intoxicated

[?] me that hot shit, he got barred like he incarcerated

Hussle fell victim to the streets, yeah they done shot up baby

You don't know Billy from the 4, you not a East Lake baby

Poppin xanny bars turn me to a monster

Mama don't like it, she ain't never seen this side of me

Puff on this drake tucked in my jeans, this how we gotta be

This fuck nigga think I'm pussy, he gon rest in peace

[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]

Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic

How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven

Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson

And I can't deal with all this pain and depression

And my heart can't take no more

I just don't know what to do

I'm praying but I need answers too

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Outro]

Oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh

I see you at the crowd oh

I seen you at the crowd shows

Uhuhuhuhuh

That I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

Oh yeah

Oh yeah

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