Watered Down - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'm trying so hard not to let this bury me

Im out of luck 'cause you just can’t be happy

Left myself in, carried you out

For you to stay strung out

(You’re not worth my help)

While you build your throne through bones of those deceived

We were just convenience trying to see through the ugly

You use, abuse, that’s what you do best

And if we’re digging up skeletons - you’re one with the undead

Crawl back to that hole that you have dug

Call me when you’re sober 'cause I fucking give up

I know that I’m a mess, I fuck up all the time

Or is this just how I'll be believing

That if serenity Is never in my reach

I’ll never be just like you with a light you can’t outshine

How does your conscience stay so clean

With hands so dirty?

And as it seems your auora screams of gasoline

Burning the bridges that we were building

And when I think about it, blood starts boiling

The miles that I’ve walked for you meant nothing

When you tricked me into spilling

Secrets you still tell about myself

I won’t give you the luxury

Of getting to say that you broke me

I know that I’m a mess, I fuck up all the time

Or is this just how ill be believing

That if serenity Is never in my reach

I’ll never be just like you with a light you can’t outshine

And I stress myself out time after time

This face I make is watered down

To how I feel inside knowing you’re around