Five - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

No this can’t be happening to me

Is this it? I must be dreaming - I cling to a false reality

I built a fairytale that came true

After all of this I’m so confused, Knowing it was all for you

This pain is more than a feeling

This pain consumes me

This diabolic state of mind is prone

To destroy everything that I own

Eyes under your bed - all I see is red

‘Cause I’m the monster in your head

I cracked the mirror all the way through

Im not perfect but I tried to make do though my help only salts the wound

I am begging here on my knees, bartering mercy

'Cause life isn’t happy and well inside your private hell

Still I’m filled with the nightmare of you leaving

This ghost follows my name

This diabolic state of mind is prone

To destroy everything that I own

Eyes under your bed - all I see is red

I’m not the monster in your head, I’m here in the flesh

And I’m hanging in there, by the noose threaded with fear

In time, we make mistakes in life, being myself was mine

And I can not resume, fore I gave everything inside

To fix the broken that you tried so god damn well to hide

This diabolic state of mind is prone

To destroy everything that I own

Eyes under your bed - all I see is red

I’m not the monster in your head

“I’ll never love you” she said “I’m moving on

Your words proved that we move together or you take the fall.”

And love is a puzzle, you’re complete when two are formed

Assured, I accept that after all some pieces don’t match at all…