[Intro: BADCA7]

I still have all these photos of you in my gallery

Never bothered to delete them

I still feel like a burden to you and your family

I just wanna start over

It all happened so suddenly

In the blink of an eye

"You and I" went goodbye

After all this time

Since late October

I still try to seek out a

Four-leaf clover

[Pre-Chorus: BADCA7]

Thinking all about this single question

Every night

Was I really in the wrong or was it all a fucking gaslight

What would it matter its all done and over with

She would never wanna come back to mе again

[Chorus: BADCA7]

I try to fight it

I try to get by it

But nothing is working

These tеars bursting from me

I'm scared of myself

From these things that I do

I am mentally fucked from the

Breakup I went through

Mentally fucked from the breakup i went through

[Verse 2: leftquiet]

Scared of myself

Tried to slit my own wrists

But I stopped myself

And said I'm better than this

I can't help but start to cry

When you popped up in my mind

Cuz you're the only one that reminds me

Of the wholesome times we had

I'm begging you

Can we please go back to that

I mean what I say

You were by far the best I had

[Pre-Chorus: BADCA7]

Thinking all about this single question

Every night

Was I really in the wrong or was it all a fucking gaslight

What would it matter its all done and over with

She would never wanna come back to me again

[Chorus: BADCA7]

I try to fight it

I try to get by it

But nothing is working

These tears bursting from me

I'm scared of myself

From these things that I do

I am mentally fucked from the

Breakup I went through

I try to fight it

I try to deny it

But I just can't hide it

And no one will buy it

I'm scared of myself

From these things that I do

I am mentally fucked from the

Breakup I went through