Shoot My Self

By Bad Karma

On Str8 Jackit

Released on October 31, 2011

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[Tabs]

One more blunt to roast before I fade to black

I'm lost in this dutch smoke I'm just hoping I make it back

My backs breaking from carrying sacred facts

I see my fate, I can't even escape these blatant raps

I'm insane kid, they stuck me in this crazy life

I'm tryna change shit without the Huggies and the baby wipes

My eyes focused, smoke chronic in high doses

Cuz I noticed it counteracts my psychosis

And how did I get to be so mentally deranged

If your friends are mean then essentially you're the same

I don't need a remedy, got a propensity for pain

Used to swear by the memory but eventually it changed

Potentially insane from all the anguish and torment

Outside of Heaven's gate left to languish on the doorstep

Walk of death, short of breath, my soul is numb

Don't be surprised when you find a note and a smoking gun


[Coal Cash]

That's one more second gone, another season behind me

So lonely yesterday, one day you may not find me

Remind me why we try, can't recollect the reason

Needing this freezing rain, numb the pain of my veins bleeding

Fleeting before my eyes, sunrise til skies darken

Harking the reaper's call til my skull's an empty compartment

Pardon my brain's ??, stain the walls of my apartment

Sharpen the guillotine, pillows never cease to ??

Past the harshest darkness that flow from my carcass

The death march approaching, toast a Gnostic on a star ship

My heart is arctic, I'm too lethargic to guard it

Regarded it's hard to do and I'm the one who drew the target

Bombarded I'm running through, nothing new to the pain I feel

If it's in my brain the explain why the chains are real

Aiming to heal, peel back the vested wound

Death or rest, a vestige manifested from a flesh cocoon


[Hook - Coal]

This pain runs deep, all I wanna do is sleep

Just to wake from my bed so I can hear the dead speak

Welcome back to this hell that you create

Welcome back to the hell you can't escape


[2x]


[Tones]

I'm numb from the pain with a gun in my brain

Pulling the trigger, bullets switch the sun into rain

I've come to explain, nothing's the same

Waiting for something to change but I'm stuck in a cage

Cuffed by they chains on my way to waste a hunnit days

Blunted from the haze, some live through the maze

Play touch by haters, the hell that love create

Just to escape, busting how my slug can I take

Fuck it, popping and breaking a discussion with fate

Anger make me wanna shoot someone up in they face

After drags of marijuana I'm too fucking blazed

Scratching Bad Karma give me a disgusting taste

The under shaved inter drones mechanized sheep

Energized deep poetry memorized in a week

When you see my brain laid out found effortless peace

I can hear the dead speak whenever I sleep


[Coast]

It's better I reach and try to get a grip on this reality

But every time I leave it only leads me to insanity

A casualty, the savagery of action that I once used

Reminds of the mind fucking stunts that these cunts do

Can I get a one two, one two check it

I'm designed to treat the lives that I run through wrecking

Like they ain't have a chance, I glance over from today's news

And notice that society is blinded by these lame fools

If I was the same dude then I ain't have a plan yet

And wasn't washing down a bunch of booze with all this Xanax

I would be a damn mess sweating over mad stress

You should give me credit for my word like an Amex

That I don't deserve, I'm the worst type of piece of shit

Like I changed to an animal from a decent kid

I was always fucked, ask my mother she can tell ya

Don't even bother with your stories I could never help ya

(Hook)