Tell those I love don’t mourn me

I let death take my hands and guide me home

And I lay my heavy head down forever

And no one hears me screaming

I fetishize the end

For myself and those I’ve let down

I atone for all my sins

In my failure I will drown, alone

I hear you in my dreams

Begging me to be released

From the burden of me

I will drag you down

Hold your hopes and your dreams hostage

Snared in an eternity of torment