[verse]

I told her come over and slide to me

Said she got somebody else

I was mad as hell

Baby I need a finders fee

Is it okay if we make out

I can’t even make out what you tryna be

Think that it’s obvious you in your phases, still trying to find your feet

And that’s fine with me

Yeah that’s fine with me

Okay love has never been a test of wits

Or segues to some benefits

My ex say I’ma pessimist

My friends say never stress a bitch

Especially when

Letting me down in the worst way is all she ever did

Somehow I still can’t see the past for the mess it is

Best I don’t reminisce

Woo

Okay

Check your contacts, are you seeing me

It’s 3 am, demon hours

I’m about 3 drinks deep

Next one, might say what I mean

Like

Mm nevermind

What really gets me out my body the most are the subtle things

I’m just out here making up for the times that you humbled me

Now you can’t humble me

Know we ain’t talk in a minute

And suddenly

My name keep popping up, I’ll give a summary

I got the platform I told you I always dreamed

Even back then I know you saw the star in me

Both went our separate directions

Guess I couldn’t bear it just being a memory

Chip on my shoulder

From years getting colder

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Yeah I should have told ya

Yeah I should have told ya

Yeah

[verse]

If I knew then what I know now

I would never tell myself to slow down

I would never tell me myself it’s all timing

Or the stars aligning

Gotta go now

That’s how you end up waiting for your whole life

Convince yourself it wasn’t your own fault right

Okay that could be your story but it’s not mine

Wanna trust you God

But we too close to crunch time

Gotta hit the punchline now

For it’s too late

When I turned 25 my whole mood changed

Yeah my Heart went cold, cut the loose strings

This ain’t heartbreak nah this a new pain

Took me where I needed I’m adjusting to the new fame

Came with money

New friends

And some bad bitches

Still isn’t quite enough to change addresses

I don’t know what happened

How am I not happy yet

Hold me down till it’s all gone

Holy water pour it all out

I been living with my guard up

Don’t know how to let my walls down

One for the money

Two for the show

Three to live forever bitch we bought the dreams you sold