Im Confused - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I've been focusing on my own, I ain't been thinking 'bout no other music

When I was young, I thought it was cool to smoke 'cause I seen my brother do it

But I learned that wasn't me like I ain't really like no drug abuser

But the drug beat you down, so don't that really make the drug abusive?

Wait, I'm confused

Whatever happen in my life, I just put it in my music

Just learn from they mistakes so you wouldn't have to go through it

Ain't nobody show me the way, I led myself to it

[Chorus]

Everybody want me to be a star, I got a lot on my hands

I'm tired my mama working on cars 'cause it be hard on her hands

I miss Paw Pee, I wish that I can just go call you again

So many deaths around my head, I don't where to begin

I showed you real, you showed me fake, how can I call you my friend?

Get rich and find a better place, man, that was always the plan

Down on my ass, but I just knew that I was always gon' win

Forgive you once, forgive you twice, I can't forgive you again

[Post-Chorus]

Yeah, forgive you again, yeah

Gone in the the wind

And I'm just riding with no VINs

[Verse 2]

Put my soul into this music while you out riding with your friends

I'm just out here doing me 'cause nobody riding to the end

Yeah, I know you say that you okay

Yeah, but it's okay not to be okay

Let's just go our separate ways (Go our separate ways)

Man, this love shit just a phase

I had to learn to only show love to niggas that was gon' show it back

'Cause just because them niggas blood mean they gon' show it back

I'm done lettin' niggas lean on me, I want my shoulder back

Pops said he was gon' be there on time and I got tired of that

That's why I don't depend on nobody

It's only like three or four people I know for sure got me

Touch my brother, we hop out with four twos like I'm Yo Gotti

Walk 'em down, fft-fft, make sure we for sure got him