A Suicide Note

By Baby Jo

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[Hook 1]

One Fish , Two Fish , Red Fish Blue Fish..

Count my days away, cuz deep inside I feel stupid

Say I’d stay around but what’s the point when I feel useless

Said you’ll always stay but then you left how could you do this


[Verse 1]

And I can’t even cap, cuz lately I been on the same shit

Used to say I’d ride for who I feed is who i came with

Why you had to leave me? Used no signal when you lane switched

And Now I think about it had no body rain with me

To feel this pain with me, people always change with me

Pop these adderalls until I’m looking like cocaine Whitney

Phone on DND, I’m like new phone who this

How you say we stamped but when we clashing it just move shit ?

Say you love me prove it

Don’t think that I won’t do it

Cuz I get out my mind and I ain’t jojo when I lose it

So, Fuck it I might pull it

Used to hit them stains with me

How you say you love me yeen thinking out yo brain with me ?

Looking at reflections thinking I might blow his top off

But Then again I pop off

And I ain’t tryna drop off

I keep using music cuz I need to get a lot off

But I can’t talk off , cuz I’m still on my last straw

I just wanna blast off

I hope I live to pass off

I still feel that pain when my own niggas turn my rap off

Expecting me to cope like I ain’t stuck with contemplations

I’m stuck in a matrix confused on how to make it

Tell me what is Love and do you mean it when you say it

Or do you see my heart as some lil figure you can play with

I gave you my heart and I expected you to love it

You gave me yo heart I looked inside and saw yo fuck shit

And them reasons you complain with me

Now you wanna ride But was you walking in the rain wimme?

Was you being lame with me?

Now you playing games with me

Yeen stay the same wimme

Said you’ll never change but all the sudden being strange with me

Capped with allat mean shit

Leaving me on seen shit

Leaving me on read but still gone call me for my green shit

Thats the shit that came with me

Girl don’t change on me

I still look for cover but my nature seems to rain on me


[Hook 2]

Three Fish, Four Fish, Swim Fish, No Fish

You think imma make it it’s so hard to keep me focused

I was pouring tears over Tierra when I wrote this

Cuz I know that she love me

But sometimes just wanna blow shit ..