I can’t sleep

Numbers skittering through my mind

Like ants on a watermelon

Can’t tell what circle of hell that im in

Every zero is an iris staring straight into my soul

I’m exposed and its nobodies fault but my own

So greedy for attention I let anybody in

Open house for every cockroach searching for a place to live

Ten thousand eyes following my figure

As I dance for you

Dance for you

Pupils tearing me apart

I’m just a dolly with no heart

And you can make me dance for you

Stop sharing your opinions nobody gives a shit

In everybody’s eyes you will always be a chick

Don’t perceivе me

Don’t perceivе me

Don’t perceive me

Your long hair was prettier wish I could pull on it

You should start an only fans I want to see your-

Don’t perceive me

I’m scopophobic

Should have never let my guard down

Never got noticed

I can’t sleep

I need to see what you’re saying

About me

Or just in general

Do you care?

Am I memorable?

Every minus one is someone

Who decided that I wasn’t worth their time

Why do I even care if I

Never thought that they were worth mine?

I need you and I need you

To leave me alone

I hate your Eckleburg eyes and yet

They kinda feel like home

Pupils tearing me apart

I’m a human with a beating heart

But still you make me dance for you

I’m so tired of wondering if you

See me as a person

Manic pixie dream, binary code

Do you process that I exist?

Don’t perceive me

But don’t forget me either

Now that you have

Flush me from your mind unless I’m looking perfect

Not a single blemish

If you see one burn it

Don’t perceive me

I’m scopophobic

If I died tomorrow

Would you notice?